Today I broke up wih my wife after 9 month's..
She will be leaving back to the Philippines. My life will continue here on this blog..
ITS TOUGH BEING A MODEL BUT SOMEONE GOTTA DO IT ;)
Im not that sad,and shouldnt be. I did everything good,and in my power to make her happy.
But I wont tolerate people who is tormenting me and my PASSION for FASHION.
This gives me my freedom back.. And I will surley enjoy it.
Patrick
I support you, Patrick...
ReplyDeleteOnly U know whats best for urself.
Are U spending christmastime in Sweden?
Merry christmas ;-)
Regardless of what happens, you have your fans (like me! hahahaha) to support you.
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your freedom and put it to good use SUPERMODEL!
BIG HUG!
your#1 fan
-MIKEY hehehehe
You know better than this Patrick. You know how much we both tried, we're both too young for an adult married life, jealousy was never an issue, only several failures in communication (you know this baby). I was never a hindrance but the best supporter of your career (you know this too), I called you my Superstar, remember? Now, for everyone's peace of mind, mine & Patrick's relationship is not a normal but an extraordinary one. So special that we both don't know how to really care for it. Our love is stronger than anything else in this world & I still believe that, Patrick wouldn't tattoe my name on his wedding finger for nothing...Patrick's been a very loving person, no doubt but I can't state here all his wrong doings because it's pointless & wouldn't add to his success. All I wanted is for Patrick to be happy, so I'm happy if he's happy without me. That's all what matters to me. Yes, holidays might be painful for both of us but we both got a clearer perspective on things. I don't need to declare war or make things worse with unnecessary views of our life together. I want to just see the good things in us. Your freedom is always there, I hope that you never forced yourself to be with me, that's not what I want you to feel. When I said, I think I want to be with you forever, I wanted it more than everything in the world. I tattoed your name & it means forever. I stuck by your side under the worst possible situation, that's why you fought to be with me so many times. i understand what you're feeling right now, I feel the same way - and it's so painful. I just can't see myself with anyone but you Patrick. That's just the way it is. BUT, we need to take things seriously & time to take the next step, we needed this space a long time ago. I'm happy you took the initiative because I can't. I just never have the courage to be without you. I hope your readers & fans support you all the way...you don't need to question mine, it's there forever. You might have taken all the power in the world to make me happy but maybe it were not the right ways...because I know now I made wrong decisions too. I wish all these terrible feelings we have right now can be whisked away, it's too much to handle. You were my only life & happiness Patrick.
ReplyDeletePatrick, I admired you the moment I first saw your TV commercial months ago. But when I came across your blog and was able to read your everyday life...I told myself that you are the best model there ever is...out there. The way you strike every pose and the way you deal with people in the business shows your PASSION for FASHION. You're a great man. Very productive, very creative, very good at all things and no one can deny, your look is one of a kind. You sure can drive any girl go crazy. But sometimes, I think what girls love is only the "idea" of having a relationship with such as goodlooking guy as you. YOU symbolizes the word PERFECT. Sure they love you, your mistakes and everyhting else that is underneath your skin. But TRUE LOVE doesnt develop over a week or a month. It's an never ending process of creating the right relationship without conrolling your partner. TRUE LOVE which means, loving someone with everything you have to give and never making things hard for them. I've witnessed your love story with Miss Avi. It shocked me a bit how SOON you two tied the knot. Not to mention that it was her who proposed a marriage to you. I am as well from The Philippines and like any other Filipino women, I am somehow conservative and don't believe in such. I guess, it's just TOO SOON. Maybe you should have not taken such big responsibilities of husbands and wives just yet. LOVE needs time to grow. It shouldn't be handled too tightly... coz it will DIE.
ReplyDeleteWe love you here in The Philippines. I know girls who would like to start up a FANS CLUB for you, our SUPERMODEL. :) I will let you know...
Good luck.
Happy Holidays!
Godspeed.